Tuesday, January 13, 2009
sunset.. sunrise... and no sun
cat story....


As I caught her red pawed... she's in her typical expressionless face... trying to look cute.. and managed to pose for my photo shot... and walk away without shame nor remorse...
This is Pontelan trying to pick fight with my scared to the bone cat... Misai (her other name was Macan Tutul).. I am sure Pontelan is just trying to make friend and play .. but this paranoid, nervous and low self esteemed Misai just scream and defence herself without reason...

The statistic would say, she's will definitely lose to the heavyweight Pontelan.... but yet no sign of surrender nor social negotiation initiated by Misai... a very disturbed and not smart cat...
My mother have other theory.. perhaps Pontelan is feeling resentful for our cat and want to get rid of them... so she can monopolize the Whiskas for herself...
Misai is not just fearful with Pontelan, she's totally paranoid with people she's doesn't know... especially me... the person who supply the Food Aid.... ungrateful creature.....

Waitlah, when I am gone and start living away again... don't dream to have crunchy Whiskas.... back to left over fish and rice....
Friday, January 9, 2009
2009 yang muram...
Akhir tahun lepas, kira2 2 minggu sebelum 2009, aku terpaksa hantar anak aku ke kota.... utk bersama ibunya...Luqman akan tinggal di sana dan memulakan sessi baru persekolahan di sekolah baru.
Tiba-tiba aja aku jadi malas dan hilang punca semangat. Hampir sepanjang cuti sekolah hujung tahun, dia jadi teman tidur sebelah aku... teman jalan2 aku.... teman aku ambil foto... Kini bila dia dah berpindah, suatu kekosongan jiwa betul2 terasa dalam diri aku. Mungkin inilah yg dirasakan oleh ibu dan arwah ayah aku pabila anak2nya seorang demi seorang meninggalkan mereka...
Sepanjang dia duduk dgn aku, aku yakin mempunyai tujuan dan harus dilaksanakan. Sekarang, aku jadi slow, lembab, kurang berdaya maju dan malas....
Semoga dia happy bersama ibunya dan persekitaran baru.... dan aku tak ada kawan nak buat puzzle atau model kapalterbang.
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